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DAY OF AWFULNESS!!!!

Fri Dec 4, 2009, 3:20 PM
Ok first off I should say I'm sorry I haven't posted and such and such. But first I've been too busy talking to people *coughboyfriendcough* and second my computer which held a few (not all) of the stories I have up here crashed not long ago and wiped everything. I got most of my stories transferred to another computer but I've been too lazy to bring them to my new laptop. The stories which weren't on my computer where ones I wrote by hand and then just typed up I've been too lazy to find where they are and continue with them and such. Now third! I haven't been totally lazy! I've been trying to write stories I've just come to a total writer's block (it happens a lot) and I don't like any of the stories I write. So I'm trying (forcing) myself to get back into writing stories for all my loyal readers! -pauses and listens to the silence- Er... well.... ok... Moving on!

Today sucked. I cried three times in school (which I absolutely hate doing) because my English teacher might have lost my essay I wrote BY HAND and my history teacher is a meanie teacher (she's a nice person though) and I've been being teased a lot lately about me and my boyfriend and its annoying. I've had enough of it... I can only take so much. And so that pissed me off.... and everything fell apart today... I even inflicted pain upon myself... See I can't cut myself, just can't do it, I squirm, and trust me I've tried, so I scratch myself as hard as I can with my nails... and I did that today... as well as bit myself (and like actually bit with all my force and my sharpest teeth) Five hours later (give or take) I still have marks left over from where I scratched/bit myself. So today was not a good day. (trust me I didn't really rant at ya'll. I ranted so much worse to my best friend earlier)

I'll try to be better and write stories.
And I'll try not to hurt myself any more.
And I promise I won't cut myself (cuz I can't)
And I promise to write up a poem or two for ya'll (I've been writing really good poems lately :D)

So until next time!
Byes!
(PS I just liked the Outraged icon :D I'm not really all that mad. I'm just pissed)

  • Mood: Outraged

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Hello, I'm Sydney, but I go by Allison (Alli-chan), Bailey, or Murphy (Murphy's Law) I shall not tell you my real age but I've got the maturity of a 25 year old. Haha. :D

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: United States
  • Interests: Reading, writing, drawing, being bored.... D:
  • Favourite movie: 9, Transformers, My Cousin Vinny, Nightmare Before Christmas
  • Favourite band or musician: Linkin Park, Three Days Grace
  • Favourite genre of music: Whatever is on the radio.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Myself. XD No I love Trailmix's stuff
  • MP3 player of choice: my iPod
  • Favourite game: Harvest Moon
  • Favourite gaming platform: Wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: 6, 3, 4, 5, 9, 7, and 2 from 9, Jazz from Transformers
  • Personal Quote: "Huh?" "Mer."

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I have a stalker?.....


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YAY! I'm usually the stalker. Lol
:iconashton18:
I am the evil blond stalker!!! Fear me!

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"If I'm so important, why do you hesitate when I ask you my name?"

"Yep-Wait a sec... WHAT?!" - Me

Meh - An expression of utter boredom or how little you care for an idea.
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Oh I fear you alright. ^.^

<:3)~~ <- You should fear the mouse!
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I don't fear the mouse, for I have Soubi-San to protect me! Even if he is a gay pedo kitty guy

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"If I'm so important, why do you hesitate when I ask you my name?"

"Yep-Wait a sec... WHAT?!" - Me

Meh - An expression of utter boredom or how little you care for an idea.

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